for the 1st time over the yrs, i had a sweet dream. for the 1st time ever, i shred tears over tt dream... cos, its the 1st time over the 10+ yrs, i dreamt abt my dad...

the feeling i had in the dream was fear, but when i wake up, i wished i had nv wake up... i wish to lock tt dream in my memory forever n ever... n juz how amazing, i seem to rmb it after i woke up... it goes...

i came back home one day to found out tt the wall nearest to the gate being drawn n painted.
me: who draw it?
mum: must be 1 of the 3 (nephew/neices) la
me: cannot be. these r nice. they cant had shaded n coloured it so nice.
the pic stayed there, nobody noe who drew it. the pic nt onli stayed, everyday, i come back home, i saw another new pic on the wall. they seems to come out frm the same person... n all the pics, r seems to be for me... cos all of the pics r my fav pics...

but one nite, the ans came out... juz when i walked past the gate, wanted to go out wif my family for dinner, i did sth... i wore a cap, i think... n when i walked past... i saw the person... he was my dad... i was shocked, fear raised. my mum ask me wat happened n i told her... n my dad's spirit seems to hear the conv n noe tt i saw him... he smiled at me... i was scared till i burst into tears... n my mum, although she cant c him, was asking him to leave n nt come again when she saw me in tears.

i didnt dare to go back, but went to my sis hse for a stay... to ensure my calmness, my mum had went to ask a taoist to chant, to ask him go away...

but somehow, this peice of wall had moved. move to a wall at a hawker centre nearby my hse. after the chant, my mum tok to me at tt hawker centre. she said tt my dad's spirit had gone, asked me to worry no more. she oso said tt she will wash away the drawings away so tt i can forget abt tt incident. but i gave her this reply, "Don't wash it away. the drawings r frm dad, they r for me."

n i woke up, i was afraid of getting out of my rm at 1st. but after i got out, after i realised tt its nth but a dream... i shred tears... somwhow, juz somehow, i wished tt the drawings were there... 1st time after so many yrs... i miss my dad...