many stuff had happened in this 1 wk, which some r nt veri inviting...

there seems to be an invisible barrel in between my frens n me... wat i tot to be normal reaction/way of toking is no longer normal anymore... c a definite barrel between us during lunch... dun even seems to be able to get into their discussion as they r toking abt the nxt day lunch most of the time...

didnt come online yestd mainly due to 2 reasons:

1. watching vcds the whole day...
2. dun even dare to come online... afraid tt i might say sth wrong again...

i became veri caution today when i came online... when yan came to tok to me, i juz kinda ans wat she ask... n the ans i gave, it when thru my mind again n again... this fear is in my mind since fri... the fear of losing these frens juz becos i said sth wrongly... sry...

Friends
Sadly, it is human nature to gratitate to those people who tell you what to hear. However, people who tell you what you want to hear do so for a reason-they want something from you. That is not friendship-it's exploitation. A real friend will always tell you wjat you need to hear-the Truth-not what you prefer to hear. To put it another way, Truth is really the only friend a person can have and needs. Friends in Truth are real friends.
(by Murray Oxman)

now i realli noe wat true frens r... sry mates~