the weight of my heart seems to be so much heavier after the visit to AH today. Depression is such a scary thing. nv had i hav tot tt someone would hav undergo so much stress in the 'tender' age of uni. undergo so much till break down n really went into depression n landed in hospital. although she's nt tt close to me, but its still a heartbreak to c her in such a state. n i hav to constantly tell myself tt i will nt think too much n end up in depression. i had fought so hard to come into uni, so i hav to finish it happily. n i stress the word. HAPPILY.

when yan told me she is so stressed up n gg into depression in/came back frm aus, i tot she was joking n joked back wif her. after this incident, i was kinda worried abt her now. come to think of it, its quite a number of days since i last contacted her. yan, u must be strong!