juz a afterthought after lum told me abt wat yan is thinking to do... (yes! yan finally is contactable, but only thru lum... though i wish tt i could contact her directly, but if tts the way she wants it, i'll let her be...)

if given the choice of receiving presents n frens appearing in my 21st bday celebration, n im only to choose one, i really really want them to be there with me to celebrate, n not receiving a single present... i remembered my 16th bday well nt cause of the presents i had received, but cause there were loads of pleasant surprises given by loads of ppl...

i still rmb tt during my 16th bday... i was really down n drag my foot to my sch as it's oso the day tt i had my 'O' lvl chinese oral. early in the morning, in the hall (as it is raining), kuan ge came over to me n handed me a present with a little note... haha... wat warms my heart is actually the note n nt the present... =D then of cos, my 2 buddies de present... another one surprise, in the classroom, huili turn ard n gav me a card tt was handmade by herself... i dun rmb me toking much to her, but she juz know... =D hahaha... then i had my bday song frm the class b4 lesson starts juz like anybody in my class... n had another round, with my recess peeps n mrs teo, in the atrium, juz outside the hod rm n general office with the staff rm juz a lvl up. i think tt really make me feel so wondrous cos tts the only time tt a teacher standing so close to me, hands on my shoulders, singing the song to me... although its onli a few person, but it is as though the song is sang louder than the one frm the class... n incidently, i had also rmb shawnie's one, which is aa day after mine, her bday song frm the class was sang in the corridor as we walk to our class, as it is the day for our 'O' lvl chinese listening compre... after which, i accompanied 2 pair of lovebirds to escape theme park...

im nt a person tt holds bday celebration or cuts the cake every yr... i can really oso forgo all these... every yr, i celebrate this day with frens tt r closest to me. this day is nt only special to me cos its my bday, but it oso reminds me of my 2 very special frens as their bday is juz a day b4 n after me... as i met them in different phases of my life, i always had this thinking to celebrate with both in 1 of these yr. but nv had a chance, as i had nv held a party b4... but this yr, my thinking might be reliaziable... this might be the only yr... i really hope so...