I started a joke
<张韶涵>

I started a joke
which started the
whole world crying
but I did not see
that the joke was on me
oh no

I started to cry
which started the
whole world laughing
oh, if Id only seen
that the joke was on me

I looked at the skies
running my hands
over my eyes
and I
fell out of bed
hurting my head
from things that Id said

Till I finally died
which started the
whole world living
oh, if Id only seen
that the joke was on me

I looked at the skies
running my hands
over my eyes
and I
fell out of bed
hurting my head
from things that Id said

Till I finally died
which started the
whole world living
oh, if Id only seen
that the joke was on me
o no~~
that the joke was on me


This song is here as there is a special meaning to it. i do think tt the song is somehow digs out tt sadness inside me, especially to the special fren. how i hope everything is juz a joke. n i'm really hurted by the things i'd said in the past, deeply.

if there is a chance to say sorry, dun hesitate, say it, n everything will be fine. dun get into the deep shit im in right now, by delaying this sorry till i cant say it anymore. at 1st, it is nt accepted n now tt it might be accepted, but courage is nt there to support me to say it out.