the yr is gg to end soon. as always, there's ups n downs. but personally i do think tt this yr, there is much more downs than ups. this yr marked down as the yr im offically an adult, but still, it is only the saying. i think im gonna stick to wat i am comfortable at. a lot of things had change knowningly n unknowingly within the span of a yr. frens deviated, or even totally cut off... n the nt so cool grades of 1.2 (hopefully grades r better for 2.1 =P)

i do think the major part of the downs r due to frenships rather than grades or anything else. n the major change of the yr, there's no more laughing quartz... the used-to-be unison foursome is no longer seen in fours. i only knew the reason y is it 3+1 only lately but im nt gg to elaborate n will remain in my bottom of my heart forever. but to me, im more of meeting them individually. as for zz n me, due to the 'fight' we had during 1.2, we drifted. there's signs of patching. but still, i think there is still a long way to go. the situation now is like, 表面没事，但里面有事 tt kind.

at my 1st day of my 21st, i realised tt im forgotten by 2 so-called used-to-be best/close frens. and frm tt day onwards, i've decided to forget them as well so as to cut away frm the downs tt they always gave me whenever i saw wat they had done...

as for the grades, i cant do anything to it but only to work harder for the next few sems to pull up my cgpa. juz like wat i had always say 'learn from the mistakes made' =P hopefully, good news will arrive on the 30th...

but due to the above downs, im determined to make more frens or know my hi-bye frens more in-depth. thus, i had join in the fun in her shuang's clique as a 'part-time member'. haha... n know a couple of ppl better thru lab n other modules. =D

on the ups too, is tt i got all the modules tt i had wanted(are interested in) in 2.1. tt is oso partially y i wanted to hav good news on the 30th. but on the down side, as said in the previous post, my 2.2 timetable is a bit cork up as i did nt manage to get a placing in 1 of the core. but hopefully everything will be alright. hehe...

enough of the the past, n now the new yr resolutions/wishes:
-i do wish tt the laughing quartz will be back
-better grades
-smoother journey in my studies
-hope tt i can get the bursary im holding now again
-reduce my chilli intake
-my skin to be better after the medication period (still need to take for 4 more months)
-to hav wider circle of life
-to meet my frens (outside of uni) more often