the semester had finally come to an end with my last paper yesterday. i dunno how i'll fair, but i know tt i had put my best effort during the exams. im do feel tt this semester is really much more stressed up than the previous year. maybe it is due to the exoectations that i had, or the countless examples i had heard. i really do nt want to graduate with the grades i had now, i'll sure regret a lot. but i do think tt dad had heard my prayers just b4 every paper cos i had at least able to do n finish them.

studies aside, i had learnt how to 放下. although nt to the extent of forgetting tt incident tt i kept ranting abt. i'll nv forgive myself for tt. but there r still other things to let them go. i dun think i had let go 100% but there's at least 70-80% ba. n i really much more happy now. n i got to know much more ppl, much more.

but still, things r changing, some knowingly n some unknowingly.

once i treat u as fren, u'll be my fren for the rest of my life. n i do rmb u, even if we r nt in contact. so i'm unable to guess wat those ppl r thinking of. those who treat frens as n when they like, want them go jiu go, want them come jiu come. i really dun understand how they can do tt.