i had decided to patch up with him but on a request of him treating me juz like any fren. i dun wanna be his 'dependable fren' anymore cos im afraid tt i might fall for it again. n if i realli fall for it again, i'll be realli realli stupid. ppl say once bitten, twice shy. so if i fall for it again, it will be thrice, tts stupid. but still deciding how to tell him abt it...

BUT... juz when im trying to step forward, i stumbled a few steps backwards... i saw him posting some stuff for S in fb... it hurts, it realli hurts... it hurts until all the minute positive i had collected from my frens r all gone... i guess i still need a lot of time to adapt to it...

i was watching xing guang juz now. i teared dao hao can hao can when i heard these 2 songs... i think partially they sang well n partially i think some of the lyrics got a hitrun to my heart...

i realli wanna stand up on my feet soon. i can sense tt my mum n sis are starting to worry abt me even though they had nt speak up... its hard to nt get worry when they c their daughter/sis with fluffy eyes n be super moody... n for my mum, she starts asking me "why r u back so early? normally u nt so early come back de lei..." n my sis, being added as a fren in fb, shld had seen those status-es tt i had posted...

wat to do? tt's life... n i hav to carry on even i stumble... it takes time, but i know, i will get healed, i hav to get healed!

jiayous! a lot of ppl r supporting u at ur back!

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