After having a chat with 大哥, I had written a letter to him n decided to give it to him tml. It might not be the best choice, but I dun think I'll be able to say out whatever I wanna say if it's done face to face. But I realize tt after writting the letter, my hands r shaking uncontrollably. Maybe I'm just afraid tt he can't except with only wat I had given as I chose to keep as much info as I can.

Another thing,大哥 advises me to use here more than fb since he wun read here. I shall do tt as a recovering process... =D

I felt great once again to hav known 大哥. Even though we didn't really have a lot of opportunities to hang out, he is still constantly concerning us.

谢谢你，大哥。 =D

N it is really amazing... Had not been able to eat much lately but everytime I stepped a step forward, I'll feel hungry... Somehow, I like the moments I feel hungry these days. It shows tt I'm moving forward... N I'm recovering from it bit by bit, no matter how small these steps forward are, it is still a step forward =D