Dun feel like eating again... No appetite again...

I felt tt I'm really useless... The energy tt I had gained over the wkend had all vanished the moment I saw him. 我连看都不敢看他一眼. How to pass him the letter like tt? Even though I had planned to giv him only when sch ends today. But w/o the ability to approach him, the possibility of giving him the letter will be 0. How?

I'm really 欣慰 tt I have this bunch of uni frens, though. One of my nt very close fren actually told me this: "天塌下来，我们为你党. Tts wat frens r for..." If I had nt heard it from him personally, I would nt tot tt he will say tt to me. Thanks, my pals...

There's a test in ard an hr time. If this is any day b4 my realization or our quarrel, we would had been sitting tgt n discuss wat r the possible qns for the paper. But now, I'm alone sitting in the lib reading thru. Juz hope tt there wun be any major problem for any of us for the test. N I hope tt I'll be able to pass him the letter ltr...