Haiz... guess wat 照射镜 had said is really true... things will nv be the same again...

he had nt replied to my letter yet... i really wish to know how he felt abt the things tt i had suggested to him... will he be ok with it? or will he continue to avoid me?

on the other hand, i plucked up the courage to msg S. the flow is nt as smooth as the used-to-bes... n there is a feeling of the both of us wanting to end the msg flow fast...

changes... these r the changes i nd to adapt to....

although i've said tt i had recovered quite a lot... tml will be a big test for both of us, me especially... cos tml there's lab... the day tt no matter how we avoid, sure hav to face each other, cos we r onli sitting side by side... hope tt everything is alright...