Went to 照射镜's mum's wake last night to check out on 照射镜. It makes me less worried abt her n it was nt a wasted trip. She had shown me tt she is coping well with everything, there r sad times n there r times where she wasn't sad. There r some balance in it even though she r prone of being sad alone... I think it is normal since I'm having tt kind of ups n downs for my own problem now... N mine isn't half as bad as hers... Can c tt there r really a lot of ppl supporting her n all... N I believe tt she is able to walk out of it in the situation she is in now with ample time given... I believe in her!!! Jiayous!!!

Went out with pui yoke tonight n I got the chance to tell her abt my prob with him on a light note... 1st attempt to say thru all these without shedding any tears n I did it... I too nd time to forget tt feeling...

Both of us need time to 冲淡 all these nt tt gd stuff n the diff pains we encounter...