Sch starts again tml n I'm dreading it... This is the first time I'm dreading it this much... But it has nth to do with work or tml's test... But the prospect of having to meet him almost everyday again... 一想起明天就要开学，自己的烦恼在一瞬间回来，突然间很困扰。it's more than a wk we had spoken to each other abt anything except tt 1 line msg abt 照射镜.

But overall, I've really enjoyed the break even though I'm sad n got worried for 照射镜. It is a fabulous getaway from the emotional outbreak n stress of meeting him... I did get a little stirred on mon n tues due to the uni outing, but for the rest of the wk, I juz managed to keep him out of my mind... N I really think tt I had a fulfilling break as I gotta meet up with a lot of ppl, some I c them everyday n some I meet them only once in a while... I've prepared 照射镜's present b4 the news came n I had fixed a puzzle for myself... I had played sports, k-ed, fed n communicated... I'm satisfied...

Recently, whenever I open my hotmail, it will remind me abt 照射镜's birthday... Even though I've said tt I had prepared her present, I've no idea how to celebrate with her or even pass it to her, after so many things had happened... No idea when she will be ready to celebrate it until she is ready to tell us... But she is so busy with so many things tt no one dare to ask... Just keep giving her time to think abt it n decide... Come to think of it, she has a test on wed... No idea on how she is gg to prepare for it... Wish her luck...

Tml will always be better than today... =D