im happy today... prof bates accepted me into his grp for mini-fyp... it seems so long ago for me to be this happy... i literally smiled to myself every now n then while travelling back... with him accepting me for mini-fyp within 5 minutes of walking into his office, i saw a light path in the future suddenly... it reminded me of y i had came into uni, and i shld strive for tt... no pt making my rest of uni life miserable juz because of him... i shld look forward more... i felt tt my positive attitude is back somehow~ =DD

but on the down side, he didnt come to sch today... must be pretty sick for him nt to come... i decided to resist to ask how he is he feeling after asking opinion from 照射镜 yesterday. so i think i shld carry on doing tt... i dun wanna return the hope of having feelings with him again... after knowing the truth, had been pondering stuff... n 1 of the conclusions i've reached is tt even if we r tgt, i dun c the future of us, we r really 2 ppl with 2 different sets of believes... cos of this, cos of S, cos of a lot a lot of stuff... i just wanna be frens with him... i just wanna settle this thing n be frens with him once again...

一男一女，如果走得很近很久，又双方没男女朋友，你会发现他们在维薄的界限上徘徊着。那友情与爱情的界限，有时会让你认为是友情，有时会让你认为是爱情。相处得越久，加上众朋友的添油加醋，你会越来越看不到这个界限，不是因为它不再，而是因为你在这界限跳来跳去，越跳越快。当你停下你脚步的时候，你会发现，那界限还在那里，而对方在界限的那一边。。。

n i saw the boundary now, with him on the friendship side... guess he is only there to be my fren right from the start.... its weird nt being frens with him...