i realise that my life is undergoing some changes after so many things had happened...

1. im interacting with much more ppl
2. starting to go back to academics, revising early n pre-read notes... (wow! its been really long since i last do this... =X)
3. meeting up with frens more
4. hav the urge to accompany my mum more... especially having breakfast with her... =DD

i started to know how much i had neglected for the past yr or 2 due to the unknowningly focusing on him... but yupx, all is over, nth can be done, so i hav to move forward n do up wat i've neglected...

but then again, i think i've taken some things from this unknown relationship too...

• the '喜欢' feeling towards partners, the feeling of 在乎-ing him
• how to let go if the thing didnt work out
• the importance of frens ard me, n who r those whom i wanna keep for life
• realising that housework isnt that difficult to do, its just a matter whether im lazy or not

n due to 照射镜's incident, i look out on my mum more n be at her side more... from time to time, might hav some flashbacks of the days back with dad... but im good, cos i know, he had always been giving me strength to go thru all these yrs n he will contd to do so... n i believe tt he is living gd at the further end... =D

oya! i've passed  照射镜 her present on wed... it was the 1st present she receives this yr... n the silly girl was all happy n excited abt it when i gave it to her... she msg-ed me the next day n told me tt she placed it at the living room n she really like it... im really really glad tt she like it n even more glad to c her smile every now n then during the train ride after she had a peek at it... =DD