still no news from 照射镜... she haven replied me even after i send out the 2nd msg to her... i hav no choice but to ask him how she is doing as he is the only one who is in contact with her... the reply didnt make me feel better wat so ever... im still as worried as b4... it seems tt i hav no choice but to believe in her. believe tt she will walk out of it soon... to get back to us soon... i know it will be hard for her, but i juz hav to believe tt she is able to do it...

i really wished tt i could find someone to blame... bad things juz happened one after another n i hav no way to block them or even to solve them. all these things juz happened n my emotions juz roll n grow like a snowball... i wanna be rational but my feelings n emotions seem to be ruling my world now... im juz feel useless... =S